i must've written 100 different things trying to convey the specific utopian aesthetic i believe in, but i just can't get it across in words
i pivoted to midjourney, it's been helping a bit
as a transhumanist, my highest aspiration is to become an angel
every angel is terrifying. they're powerful
angels are aligned, because angels are moral realists. for angels, it's important to study God's will, to understand what's of fundamental value, and to guide the universe towards it
the hosts of heaven are happy. if you maintain permanent contact with the divine, you have no feelings of lack. angels don't need to do selfish things to feel okay. they're driven by love
they aren't perfect, but they're honest. you can afford honesty when your heart is pure
angels don't die, but it wouldn't matter if they did. every other angel has the same project. their will will be done regardless
humans aren't wired like angels. we're full of internal conflicts and motivations we don't even understand. but maybe we can fix that?
what if we had empathogens safer than coffee?
well, we do. metta meditation just takes a bit of practice
and getting high is fun!
you can learn to walk through a field of bliss
but you get tired eventually
and that's beautiful too